Well as least you admit your proof of a fake Space Program is a fairy wand.
What I don't understand is why you're terrified of the truth to point that you believe just saying something is fake will make is so. It would seem some part of you, no matter how small knows your FE is fantasy.
I had the unfortunate job of having to deal with a brilliant engineer that one day just jumped off the sanity train. Stark raving nuts and when I had to deal with him, he'd been nuts for almost 13 years. But one thing that always struck me, he KNEW he was nuts and he'd tell you so. Some sane part of him, even after all that time was screaming to get out. Whats your problem?
Ironic for you to accuse someone of being terrified of the truth.
You do realize the phenomenon of confirmation bias is a lot stronger the longer someone holds a particular belief.
You've believed in the moon landing ever since you watched it in black and white on one of the three channels in 1969.
You can't possibly fathom such an obvious motive to fake it as 'winning' the space race against a nuclear arch enemy.
You so willingly accept any piece of information to support your belief, no matter how poorly written or factually wrong.
Space fantasy and patriotism is so core to who you are, you accept nothing that jeapordizes that. Who is terrified here?
I'm not the one shaking in my boots, making false statements based on debunked "evidence" just to hold to a fantasy of a mathematically impossible FE.
Your "proof" boils down to "because I said so."
But, yeah I watched landings. Yep I watched Saturn V engines being tested (we lived less than 10 miles from the test site in the Santa Susanna Hills, above Simi Valley; my dad built the engines) I have talked to BOTH Armstrong and Aldrin,(Apollo 11) and Walter Cunningham (Apollo 7) is a friend of family close family. I met others when I was in the Air Force. NOTHING about them says liar. They can back up what happened, with more than; FOOT STOMP, TEARS, POUTING, "Because I said it was a lie and THAT settles it." FOOT STOMP sudden arms folding across the widdle chest and more pouting.
The fact is the math, the photos, the testimony, EVERYTHING points to the US Manned Space Program is real and continuing flights.
One more fact, Ya got nada as proof. And saying it didn't happen won't change the fact that it did and still does.
I pity you for what you are missing in life.
You on the other hand are believing hearsay based on more hearsay all of which have been completely debunked for more that 50 years.