So I'm new here, but I've been leaning toward believing a flat earth model makes much more sense than a globe for a couple years now. I've only been doing more research the last month or so after losing my job but honestly, the more I read, the more I realize how much of society is just fake and fabricated. I'm still educating myself but I've hit a big mental roadblock that I'm struggling to understand.

My father is an airline pilot, and has been one since I've been a child. The idea of plane paths wasn't something I thought about much before, but with everything I'm reading about odd flights or misleading flight info on here, is there reason to think that maybe my dad knows more than he's letting on? I've only made some passing "jokes" about flat earth to gauge his responses but he just said it was "crazy" and said he can see the curve from his cockpit?? I'm worried now because I don't know what to trust...